A Girl With Camera (2)

                             Everybody ask me why this  ? As I am in the final year of graduation in Engineering. Sometime something happens for the reason and in my case definitely three reasons. Unlike my many other friends I have a history that I can write, why I choose this line .

                             First one is when I was in 3rd or 4th grade , and there were no phones in my house, father is allergenic to mobiles and land-line so no direct or indirect contact with the "phones". So mobile phones were great curiosity things for me in those days. Once my cousin came to home and she was having a "Mobile Phone" and for me its like "Wow thing" . But I don't have permission to touch it. As the people at home believe that I am a kid and I can't operate it. It’s a usual scenario I guess at every one's home. So she came and I was waiting for a chance to touch that wow factor. But like now she was taking her phone where ever she went. At last she went to loo and I grabbed the phone. Was so amaze seeing that "wow thing" which displays the time and make amazing tunes while calling. That was all I know, that time(of course that time is now passed). So I pressed the button and the screen lights on . I was scared that, what the hell I did. (I was very coward that time, confessing ;) ). And she came, she saw flashing light from her phone and then she laughed on me(I was like how the hell she can laugh on me :@). She told why I am so scared its just a light. And then front of all family member she teased me with all these. Someone told that this is Kemil who don't know how to operate the phones and wants to become an engineer. (Yes everybody know about me and my dream of becoming Computer Engineer so they made fun of me).

                             Now lets do some more travel in past. I was in 1st grade. And there was a assembly , teachers were asking students what they want to become in future. My all friends told that they will become a teacher like them. One of the friend told that he wants to become a thief(well come on friends we were in 1st grade). My turn came and I said "Computer Engineer". All the teachers were looking at me. One of them said :"Do you know what does that mean ?" As I said I was very shy and pessimist so looked down and became silent. Students around me made fun  of me.  I said : " At home me and father watching Discovery and Net Geo all the time, there they used to tell viewers about Engineering. So the people who built the machines are called engineers. And they also said on TV that computers will change the whole world in future decade so I want to became Computer engineer." All of them were still laughing on me. Because none of us having any direct contacts with computers and still I was saying those things.

On the result day my class teacher wrote that Kemil wants to become Computer Engineer and my blessing are with her always in my report card. So the journey starts this way.

                             Now fast forward to grade 7th. We were in computer lab and I was continuously making some errors in practical. Teacher came to me and told me to get out from the class. I was shocked and then  she started telling me how dumb I am in computer and computers are not for the students like me. One of the classmate announced that I want to become the computer  engineer and then all started laughing. Teacher was like "tum kya computer engineer banogi, tumhe to  thik se start karna bhi nahi aata". That day I was punished for whole lecture and outside the class I decided my goal. I was more firm about what I want.

                             So now I am in last year of Computer engineering. Unlike others this is my dream, my attitude to be here. This is not the 'option'. This is my 'choice'. And I am happy because this choice changed almost everything.

                             Last year I visited my school and the teacher who wrote that what I want to become in my result card was crying- hugging me. She was happy and proud on me. The teacher who punished me was happy that I broke all of her judgments  and achieved the goal rather than disturbing myself through changing the path. And the cousin who never let me touch her phone gave her phone to me to install my small application.

                             Here I am with my journey , journey to my goal, journey of my knowledge toward the technology, journey to achieve this attitude, journey to become a geek from a pessimist .

I am not "The Intelligent Programmer " yet, but I am going :)

Because journey of life is simply interesting!

                                                                                                                                  -Kemil Ghoghari (KeMS)

Make a Choice to take a Chance or your life will never Change..!!

Choices, Chances, Changes..!!
                        One right choice to grab the right chance will change your life. It’s a psychologically proven thing. What do you think? Those people who are goofing  around us , how many chances do they have to change our lives? We gave the choice to only those who have chance to come close to us, to understand us, to love us. Life is to love someone and to be loved by someone, Love is usually not a choice because it is hard to stop thinking about the one you love, Only they can change us.. Either I can say only they have chances to bring changes in us for them only.

But Question is does Choices, Chances exist  to Change one's life?

                        It’s always  about the choice, it really does matters. You can be whatever you want to be or you can be that lazy lad. You can go to jog early morning or you can be a sleepy jackass. Actually the choice is that super human power that the almighty God gave us only, you see or pretend not to see being blindfolded by society that's the change.

                         You are what you are, its your choice to grab the chance to change your life. You should put your dreams on fire!! We don’t have choice what our name will be when we are born, but we have power of choice to change our life by deciding what will be in front of our name.

                          It’s all about the choices and chances. So, if someone is grown-up enough to make a wrong choice, chances are less that one can change.Moreover, once a wrong choice is forgiven , doing it the next time is easier, less frightening, and guilt-free.

                     We have choice between ,
                                                      morning breakfast or late night dinner,
                                                       taking it with family or just eating it alone,
                                                      wearing a nice pair of shoes or look like a dumb clown,
                                                       having a daily hike chat or hug that person in real,
                                                       being a different person or being a indifferent jackass,
                                                       taking the right chance or giving the fu** to the life.

                                   So people have choices, but that is also true that everything does not spring from choice not so easily. It maybe complicated for someone, or maybe it is much simpler for others due to the backdrop of their lives. Black & White matters always!

                                  Choices that would make us all unique , successful , special, happy and loved. Some choices that make our stride difficult in others eyes but a liberating experience for us (sometimes for them too ). And happiness is the result of how do you choose to react to a situation or to change that situation. Grab the chance to be happy (Grappyness), choosing a good attitude in the midst of sorrow and change it into the Grappyness..!!

                                  It’s our choice, to decide which path we want to take. You are here because that choice made all the differences.

                                 I am enjoying all these experiences and the subsequent experiences it is leading to.Where am I going? I don't know, but I am going :)
Because journey of life is simply interesting!

                                                                                                                    -Kemil Ghoghari (KeM.S)

I solemnly swear, I am up to no good..!!

The boy ,who lived ->>  Harry Potter Always..  

                 Well my fellows are Always teasing me all the time about this, about this annoying kid (for them only obvious, for me he is my Prince of Magical hood ). But what's wrong that I am still affected with the Harry Potter charm rather I should say J.K.Rowling's writing at the age of 20..!!! You can't understand a mythology behind every word of Potter's book.. Because you have never seen a girl who was crying hard on Hedwig's (Harry's owl) death.. And yelling loudly in the middle of the theater when Snape ( Professor Snape) says "Always" and the secret of  "Half blood prince" is revealed !! I know I will never ever play Quidditch (I mean may be in my thoughts, yeah I usually do this ;) )but what's wrong to feel that winning match night charm while you were suppose to read it first time at the night in the train.. For me Harry's first winning match in Sorcerer's  stone is more happier than India's winning world cup in 2011..!!

                Lots of people hate this book, but I love it to the death. Its almost impossible for me to digest death of  Mad-eye Moody , Fred Weasley,  Snape and but obvious  Dumbledore. But I have to accept it.

                This will always be indelibly etched in the minds of a true Harry Potter fan. But, the fact remains that Weasley's were witty, charming and extremely likeable. Harry Potter books wouldn't have been as interesting without them. The death of Fred at the end of the last book was so hard for me  among the all . It was like an end of a funniest magic era. Rowling still says that after the death of Fred, George was never able to produce the Patronus. This suggests how popular the twins duo was. They were amazing Always..!!This is the writing of J.K.Rowling so what's wrong In this??

                Even I am still so scared while I heard the screams of Hermione when she was being harassed by Bellatrix ,while reading the book.(Movie was more scarier than the book). I mean you will never understand this pain because you are never ever lived in this magic hood and if you do understand the pain you will never forgive J.K.Rowling for not writing more Potter stories. Please just "Pottermore".

                I have watched all these movies thousands of time and still whenever it is telecast on TV I just speechlessly sat next to TV with my mouth open..!! So what's wrong in that man.!! Many of you were growing up with lots of cartoon's once you were affected with the favorite character same as I. I don't have crush on Harry but damn yeah I love the Harry Potter books of 7 series.

                J.K.Rowling  helped to create a world that for over a decade readers and viewers fell in love with, wizards and witches . Roller coaster ride in the world of wizards that you had never imagined even in the happiest dream.

                This is the power of her writing through that he managed children to read this thick Potter books. Harry Potter books are most selling books after Bible in the world. One of the touching lines by Queen Rowling is:

                     ( "But this is touching, Severus," said Dumbledore seriously. "Have you grown to care for the boy, after all?"

"For him?" shouted Snape. "Expecto Patronum!"

From the tip of his wand burst the silver doe. She landed on the office floor, bounded once across the office, and soared out of the window. Dumbledore watched her fly away, and as her silvery glow faded he turned back to Snape, and his eyes were full of tears.

"After all this time?"

"Always," said Snape.)

                 This things can only understand  by the people who is deeply in love with Harry Potter.

Everyday when I read the paper in the morning I sigh that I don't have "Daily Prophet".

I don’t know what my Patronus is,

I don’t know what I'd see in the mirror of Erised,

I don’t know what my Boggart would be.

                 This shows me how the story can change your life rather I should say turned your life magically awesome.

                  Now when my friends called me and told that "Your 'Hariyo' on WB , check it out..!!" well yeah I can proudly say that I am still affected with the Harry Potter at the age of 20.. Yeah so what's wrong ? They are annoyed by me because my all conversations include Harry Potter reference. 

                  I tried all my friends to at least watch HP once but they will never, but hell yeah they are keep teasing me with Harry!! Hahaha yeah I am angry I am burst out on that people who are still thinking that HP is a waste of time and they can't see this movies at this age.. Holy crap..!!! I am still waiting for my Hogwarts's letter  and when I got my college acceptance letter I tried to imagine it as that Hogwart's letter so what's wrong??!!!

                  For me Harry Potter means, Childhood full of magical stories idolizing Harry, teenage is understanding Luna and adulthood is realizing there's a Voldemort in each of us.

                   Thank you J.K.Rowling for making my childhood special and magical, thank you for giving me the most amazing family anyone could ever have.

Some of my Harry Potter fantasy that will never gonna be true. -_-

 >>>>>>

You say Coca Cola, I say BUTTER BEER.

You say Car, I say BROOMSTICK.

You say Dog, I say PADFOOT.

You say Home, I say HOGWARTS.

You say Stick, I say WAND.

You say Nerd, I say HERMIONE.

You say Prison, I say AZKABAN.

You say Times Of India, I say DAILY PROPHET.

You say Red, I say WEASLEY.

You say Prince, I say Always HALF BLOOD PRINCE.

You say Childhood, I say HARRY POTTER.

                                                                                                                                 -Kemil Ghoghari (Potterhead Always)

Friendship what's that ???

Friendship is YOU.
Friendship is staring at your friend's face for solution of your problem.
Friendship is assurity to yourself that some one is always with you.
Friendship is when your friend knows the real meaning of "Always".
Friendship is meeting you when you need them most.
Friendship is love your best friend more than her family.
Friendship is silence of hours spending at one's home.
Friendship is your one missed call and my long imagination of unsaid conversion.
Friendship is telepathy of eyes.
Friendship is a long drive on Access while we are supposed to go for a walk.
Friendship is waking up for whole night together like an owl for no reason.
Friendship is planning the road trip.
Friendship is showing off your attitude.
Friendship is a strong belief that exams are going best just because of your best wishes.
Friendship is like one's heart and another's  heartbeats.
Friendship is replying as fast as to your single boring message.
Friendship is a warm hug from your friend at anytime, anywhere, anyhow you need.
Friendship is a kiss on forehead.
Friendship is "dreams on fire, higher and high"
Friendship is start writing the quotes for you.
 Friendship is "a jaane chhe tu, k karvano shu, hu tara vina.. Bey yaar"
Friendship is going back home together in same rickshaw.
Friendship is no need of explanation of your worst behavior.
Friendship is always knowing what your friend is thinking.
Friendship is the most comfortable silence.
Friendship is sharing of everything and act like a only therapist.
Friendship is like a reuniting again and again after silly fight.
Friendship is a day & night chatting which is impossible for others to understand.
Friendship is loving  each other more than brothers and sisters and at the end they are soul-sisters.
Friendship is something incredible between you and me.
Friendship is making a bad decision together and then blaming each other after.
Friendship is listening same break-up story for thousands of time without getting annoyed.
Friendship is giving the box of the Five Stars.
Friendship is worried for your friends for no reason.
Friendship is not having a single pic together .
Friendship is  taking friend's most weird photos and then gift the whole scrap book filled with those pics and letters.
Friendship is whispering so gently that others can't understand.
Friendship is reading your mind.
Friendship is accepting you again after a huge fight.
Friendship is remembering a little things about you.
Friendship is making constant mistakes and blaming you for the whole mess like an shameless idiot.
Friendship is making a wish list together and trying to complete each others.
Friendship is exchanging the feelings through letters in the world of E-mail.
Friendship is texting you after every five minutes.
Friendship is making one's birthday so special that one can't hate it again.
Friendship is giving a special pen for giving autograph.
Friendship is understanding the one's love for Harry Potter and watch all the parts just to make one happy.
Friendship is waiting for the Hogwarts's letter and jump all around when you get your first Harry Potter book as a gift.
Friendship is understand one's love for dancing.
Friendship is not going far because of silly reasons.
Friendship is the only relation where every chat is ended with a fighting still together the next day.
Friendship is  always reminds you before sleep that you are damn not alone.
Friendship is a jealousy when you called someone else your best friend in front of me.
Friendship is missing you all the time.
Friendship is morning walk at Victoria alone and find those road which one should want to go before.
Friendship is somewhere an unsent letter in draft folder.
Friendship is staring out of a bus window and thinking about our lost Friendship.
Friendship is trust, care, love in short LIFE.
Friendship is You and Me together or not but Always wanting each other.
Friendship is calling each other M.S and Bheem.

                                                                                                                     -Kemil Ghoghari (M.S)

Its all about a Day - Birthday..!!

            Its all about day.. Birthday..!!!  Birthday  night, birthday cake, birthday dress, last but not the least birthday gifts.

            Birth day which you wait, you enjoy, you like, you love.. You mark b'day first on a new calendar and again after it you wait for the next b'day. I have a weird relationship with time. The day I was born and so I celebrate it, the same day always adds one more whole year in my life. Hahaha you know girls don’t like getting older." As God adds years to your life, may he adds life to  years ."

             I am always the one orthodox girl who don't like b'day celebration but things can change, wind changed. My b'day falls in February. Most romantic and fabulous month of the year. Either it is coz of Valentine  or coz of "vasant". It was named after Latin term "februum" which means "purification" held on 15th of February the full moon night. What a perfect and lovable month to born. God always sends angels in this months. As the birthstone of my month is "Amethyst" aka symbolize piety, humility, spiritual wisdom, maturity and sincerity. That's what I am. Ha ha ha ha . I always want uncommon b'day.. 29th of February. But never tried to make my b'day special. I told you how I am. There is always a valentine  day after my b'day and it seems like my friends are more awaiting for that day instead of my b'day even when we were in schools. Funny me.

            so here is a my story, story of my birthday!! 20 years ago there was a dark night and I was born , haha don't worry nothing like filmy ever happen to me. I hope so that one day something like this ever happen to me. Just like Harry I had never had anything to share before or, indeed, anyone to share it with. It was a nice feeling that time I guess. In my childhood I had never any celebration for my birthday. Usually I was the hater. Some of my school friends come to my home and have a bunch of fun. I just miss those simple days. That time there was no WhatsApp nor Facebook so phone never stop ringing. That was the best feeling I ever had. On birthday we feel like celebrities and the one who calls ,asked the most common question "What’s today's plan? Where is the party?" they too know that there were no parties but still relatives  are relatives!! My sweet little brother who is more exited for the birthday , well especially exited for what will he get in return gift from me. First asks me what I want and gave me the idea like to ask for racing car or toy robot or football for birthday gifts!! Hahaha !!My brother so no doubt on his smartness.

            I had spend every of my birthday watching at least one Harry Potter movie. And asking for that same friendship gift to God for my birthday. Finally I got it on my birthday. Best gift ever. And that special gift  gave me Harry Potter book this time on the birthday. Life can not be more awesome and magical !!

             I want to thank to my those college buddies who surprised me with a shock, my school buddies who tried to lit the candles on "Gulab jamuns " the only sweet I like the most and gave me the most hilarious biopic video. Thanks to my those friends who have guts to solve painful past memories just to make my day special. Thanks to those friends who know my book mania and gave me all those books to increase  my own small library collection.  I want to thank you to all who will remain awake till midnight just to wish me. Well very simple, ordinary and not so dramatic day becomes magically fabulous and awesome birthday. Only coz of you my friends & my Bheemu. Thank you ALWAYS..!!   

                                                                                                                                                     -Kemil Ghoghari

       

A Girl With camera (1)

                                    A baby girl, very sweet and cute and lovely by her eyes. She just wants to see the whole world with her tiny little eyes. That time the whole world mean to her as her lovely mother. As she grows up she is with dolls, in her teenage she is with her bicycle and beauty stuffs. In her youth she is with her dreams. Dreams of becoming something in her life, dreams of marriage with a guy who loves her the most. Dreams are those wishes which she wants to fulfil but she doesn't know that the dreams don't become reality through magic!! Years passed and she will with some grocery bags along with her baby girl and so the history repeats!!!

                                     It is tough enough to describe a life cycle of girl or woman because a girl will have all stages of a woman. She is caring mother, messing sister, lovely wife and a best friend even and forever. Sometimes she will give you happiness and making her life boring!! This article is for those who wants to change her/himself. Sometimes the usual routine makes our life boring in this amazing and surprising world.

                                     So I am Maya, your host for this article will show you the untamed history of enjoyment of beautiful life. I am Maya, A girl with Camera. I had broken the boring life cycle chain with my antidotes camera clicks.

                                     I am a new girl in your city. Actually being a new girl in any city without any familiar background, I tried to capture emotions behind those unknown faces with my camera. Showing colours of their life as well as my B & W photos show their souls!! So that I wanna share my experiences of taking those moments of people for lifetime in my camera, in my latest album A Girl With Camera

                                   One of my best picture is of  girl named Meera. A totally western culture girl in traditional Indian society. Meera, she is bold enough to wear shorts and having a tattoo on her waist. She is with her hair colour listening some English rock music and playing with her shades. Stunning with sporty watch and arrogant little with her attitude in this Indian culture. But our locality will never understand a girl. She is open-minded, bold doesn't mean she is a attention seeker. Maybe it is her way to express her emotions-boldly. Don't assume the character from her photos while she was sexy with her flirty acts. She is adorable because truly in front of society. Because she is having and dreaming the whole world honestly. Taking shapes of her is like savouring a life intensely thousands every of a second. Sometimes camera despite hidden phases of a life that our eyes can't see.

                                     Meera is in every city, she has no name, no face. She is just a real character of yourself whom you imagined so far long time ago. Meera is confident and independent girl to liver her life own way, that time she is also fighting with society for her rights. There are so many girls who wants to become a free bird, wants independent thinking instead of rigidly of parents inherited thinking. Our society never free any girl. No one will fight with you. If you haven't decided yet, you  will never got this chance again. That's true that there is no last chance, it is second last or etc... but this is in philosophy.. And remember that philosophy has two sides like a coin. You are whatever for your parents, friends and for outside the world but deeply inside you want to become like anyone else maybe like Meera.

                                       So that Meera is a real character of your imaginary thinking. For her, fighting with society for her rights is spontaneous theory for her. Because she has an attitude of that bluntness. She is independent and many of you also want independence. That most wanting thing in today's youth.

                                       There is only one way, be an open-up. Don't hesitate to run behind your dreams after all its yours, so only you can catch it. If you want to do something then do that damn!!! You are always awesome remember. People will definitely sarcasm on you... It's their work and your work is just buzz off them. Play with that thing in which you are interested. Play a game like never before, life is a game. You may win or you may loose but the only thing you will get surely is that moments of playing the games. If you don't play how can you reach to that end phase of life that may change your game. For me camera is my sketch-book, an instrument of institution, a gadget of my blunt life cycle and a medicine for my short-tempered nature. Find out something which gives you that peace of life. which with you can stay busy and stay happy. You know what? To show the world your courage or your open nature, is not like you are doing show-off. It is a way to show true feelings, true way.

                                        Like someday you want to dance then beat it!! Dance hard, you want to jump jump in, want to cry then cry like never before nut don't forget to smile back. Every wishes every emotions, every phase of your life just enjoy. Don't make yourself down just for shame or fear. I mostly saw the girls, they are so well behaved and obedient for their family but they also wish the openness. Because of society they can't. I just wanna tell that buzz off those people and do what you want to do. Run and catch your dreams. Fulfil your all wishes. The world is only for you, think like that. Run, jump, rise, cry, laugh even fall but don't stop the journey. If you start the journey once, you will surely reach to the destination. But enjoyment is experiencing the journey not that destination. Forget about starting and ending point, sometimes middle thing says more like middle finger. Don't shame to be bad or dirty, that was also one of the phase of life. Anger, friendship, love, cry, care, all emotions show hard to the world. Don't be so heartless. Make new friends play with them, rust out of them, cry with them and laugh with them as like fall in love once, twice, thrice infinite times after all this is you who want to fall in love with someone, with friend, with nature, with a guy/lady, with your favourite fantasy, with yourself. Yes, love yourself the most, it doesn't mean that you are self-centred person or selfish it means that you are in love with everybody, with everything. If you are hurt ed being like kid. The soul is healed only by being with children or behave like little kiddo!!!So this world is for you, with you be open-up. Share, feel and enjoy little and each things. It takes a lot of courage to show your dreams to someone else. But still catch them and you have to if you love yourself, if you love that person who loves you. Try to be like Meera, fully open, make her your inspiration. But remember one thing whatever you are, you are awesome. You are awesome in each memory awesome in every photo. Be a person with the dreams. Its all yours because you are awesome!!!

-Kemil Ghoghari

Yaarana

FRIENDS..

Childhood friends who used to share their toys, candies, sweetness!! Then School friends with whom we  used to finish our homework, they are our recess partners  by sharing their Tiffin boxes.. They don’t go to teacher for our silly complaints.. They are our dance partner to our playground partner.. Friendship is all about sharing.. Some of them are used to fight with you.. They are our fighting partner.. Some of them are Compass box partners.. All the time they lost their pen, pencil or eraser and used ours.. Shamelessly later the all stuff is like their Father's properties and used it. Some friendship starer here is like "Harry Potter" trio.. Long last.. Ever and forever!!! Some of them are disappear from our life like Elizabeth and Will Turner from Captain Jack Sparrow's life!! Some of them are still together but it seem like eating PaniPuri no matter how worst it is.. I am eating it because I love it..!!

Sometimes later, at college days, when we live in a state of blissful ignorance, or rather, fool’s paradise.

Friends for treat, fun and vellagiri.. Some friends for last day assignment work.. Room sharing to bike pooling..!! Sharing a cigarette to last piece of wafer or going for a picnic or movie or long drive 3 at the morning just to fill the drizzly-vizzy. Testing new food on the "Lari" is main time pass with Friends. Height of craziness is one will order, rest of them finished it shamelessly and the third one will pay the bill.!! This is what friends do!! Testing a "Bacardi" to eating medicine they will be always with you. Bunking class just to see your favorite movie in the friend's little dirty room thousands of time is what friends are used to do. Making Maggi and eating from the same dish but later you can't imagine how dirty your kitchen will be..!!  They will sat next to you and clicking your most weird faces that's not enough upload it on Facebook and later tag you like unknown..!! Teasing you with the peak of nonsense jokes and shipping you with your fantasy are their main time pass.. For a friend you are the only chef no matter how worst you cook, you are the only Dr. when one is feeling ill, you are the only photographer to take his/her selfie everywhere, you are the only portable ATM  and if you are the only person in the world they will still fight with you.  They can slap you, irritate you, getting burst out on you  but at the last they love you more than your lover, care for you more than your parents, fight with you more than your sisters/brothers and know you more than you.

At the end we all have some memories .. Spicy, sweet, strong or some of them are lost!! Unfortunately we don't have a memory basin which Dumbledore has!!

Friendship is remembering you today while writing this article, eating your favorite dish and seeing your favorite movie.. Friendship is like Sumrit Sahi's "Just friends" to Sir Arthur Conon Doyle's "Sherlock Holmes and James Watson". It is hidden crush like "Kuchh Kuchh Hota He" to best enemy like "Sadda Hauq" Friendship is tends to some most interesting dialogues like "After all this time Severus!!?? ALWAYS"(Harry Potter) , "Dosti ka ak asul he madam: No sorry no thank you"(Maine Pyar Kiya), "Agar who meri sabse achhi dost nahi ban sakti to me usasse pyar kar hi nahi sakta"(KKHH) and all time favorite "We are Just friends Yaaar".. !!

Friendship  is all about you my dear friends, After all this time.. Love you and Miss you ALWAYS !!